Hey dear readers, followers and sweeties out there,
today is an awesome day, I have no idea why 🙂 Maybe because I listen to awesome music or I know awesome people or whatnot, but it’s awesome. Yes, awesome is an awesome word and it really is awesome that it is awesome. Ok I’m in a crazy mood today.
We have tomorrow and on Thursday a half day of school and then Friday off because we have SPRING BREAK!!! We are going to go to Chicago, shopping, museums and fun. It is going to be so awesome and I am so excited! After Spring Break I will try to get the package with the Christmas/Birthday/Easter Presents on the road. Yes I still haven’t sent it yet. I know I am a terrible person and I should have done that about four months ago, but you guys know me 🙂
I will try to make some Pictures in Chicago, my phone is back online and you can reach me over WhatsApp and Facebook again. Do you guys want me to write on facebook if there is a new blog entry? I don’t know if everybody got how you can follow this blog, so I can also post a link on fb. Just let me know and I’ll do so or not 🙂
I just want to mention my mum here again. We were texting the other day and she was all excited to hear from me, we haven’t been talking to each other in months and it was just so fun to hear from her again. I know she really misses me and I really look forward to hugging her again! Thank you so much for everything, you know I wouldn’t have made it to where I am now and you know I love you even when I am the most horrible daughter once in a while ❤
And I also want to send a hug over to my Grandma, who supported me and sent me two awesome pairs of hand-knitted Socks for Christmas. I think I still haven’t answered her letter (It came in January or so) and I’m so sorry for that. I was just so busy with being happy and enjoying my life that I totally forgot that being happy alone is really not all it takes. And I will get to that over Spring Break, promise ❤
And I want to thank all my friends who endured all of my whims, who just took me how I am. And I know I didn’t always give as much back as I got from all of you and I want to apologize for that. Since I am here I realized how important friendship is and that giving back is also important. I also started to see how many awesome people gave me about a hundred second chances when I messed up. And I just can’t say Thank You often enough, because I think sometimes I could have been a little more appreciative. I know I sometimes am a volcano, I just overwhelm people with my personality and are sometimes a little faster with my mouth than with my brain. And yes, I am egoistic sometimes, and yes I am not the most honest person in this world, but I am working on this. I realized how many zugedrueckte Augen I got from all of you and how often my friends didn’t say anything when I was the biggest Trampel in the whole city. And when I had one of my crazy Ideas or my very weird crushes they just went with it and were even there when I felt totally horrible and I was actually my fault. O when I just don’t know what I want. Today this, tomorrow something else. And I know I have often run as soon at something gets complicated. I do not like situations where I have to admit that I made a mistake or where I feel uncomfortable. But I think I learned a lot this year and I realized that I have o be grateful for everything, because I just have the most awesome and great people all around the world to support me. This goes to every single one of my friends, acquaintances and companions who can see themselves in one of those situations, I am so thankful and lucky to know you and even if I don’t show it just go with it. Thanks for enduring all my tempers, bitchfits and whatsoever, you are the greatest people in the whole world ❤
Have a nice Spring Break, afterwards you will get some pictures of my track team, Love y’all